This feature image picture is a bit dramatic. I was trying to get my mood across in a picture, but it’s really not that deep. And I don’t feel like updating it now. It felt like a “when it rains, it pours” type of day, and I was just trying to express my mood.
My Day
I feel like a broken record talking about the passing days, but it’s just because that has been my story lately. I’m basically home working through my warping days, and all of a sudden, it’s night. Then, it starts all over again.
What A Day…
I’ll be honest, today was not my best. I was in physical pain, which messed with my mental, and I was feeling distracted and unproductive.
I had a couple of Etsy issues that were out of my control, due to shipping issues that I everyone is going through. I understand that due to COVID-19, holidays, etc., there will be issues, but it has been soooo frustrating. We are so used to having next day delivery, and folks (I am folks) don’t know how to act once a few days go by.
Also, one of my personal accounts was disabled, so I was on the phone with a tech assistant all day (like 3 hours) when I had other stuff to do. It didn’t help, that my mood was already funky, so everything felt like more of an issue than it really was. I literally had to go outside for some fresh air because I was “boiling” at one point.
Then I realized that the things I worried about are really “first world problems”. I allowed myself to be angry, annoyed or whatever, then I told myself to take a moment and reset. It was just one of those days where everything seemed to go left. I still need to fix some things, but after taking a breather, I have more clarity on how to handle the situations.
Vent
I talked to one of best friends and we vented to each other, then I vented to Joseph and now I’m blog venting LOL. So, I acknowledge my problems, gained some perspective and now I need to move forward. I’ll touch base tomorrow when I’m in a better mood.
xo,
Che
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